A Last First Day
Well, another first day of school is behind us. And for us, it was a milestone first day. This year marked Lexie’s last first day of school before she goes to college.
It’s hard to believe that the little girl I dropped off for her first day of kindergarten is now a high school senior. I couldn’t help but think of that other first day as I was watching her get ready to head out for this first day. For sure there are similarities…she’s still blonde, beautiful, and bright.
But this first day she’s not a baby anymore. She’s a capable young woman. She didn’t need my help choosing clothes or making a lunch or getting her breakfast. She’d headed off to the store on her own a while back and chose and bought her own new backpack. This first day she walked confidently into the school building by herself.
I was volunteering at the school office that first day of school. I stayed busy enough with my job alphabetizing cards, but in the back of my mind I was still that same mom who waited through the first day of kindergarten to get the full report on the first day of school, hoping things were going well, but realizing this was something she’d have to get through on her own.
I was thrilled when Lexie popped into the office to say “hi,” and let me know she’d had a good day. And then she let me know she wouldn’t need a ride home from school when I left the office. She was catching a ride home with a friend.
I have a feeling this year will be full of those moments when I realize she’s so much the same, but so much a young lady rather than my little girl. Rather than being the center of her world, I will happily settle for knowing I did my best to lay the foundation that allows her to be independent. And I’ll relish those moments when she takes time to check in with me and let me know things are going well.
































